7/10/09

So this is where i'm upto
a sort of checkpoint you might say...

only i don't fucking know where i'm going....

Just watch and listen as i slip back into the waters that drowned me for so long
Hear the trickle as every drop passes into my lungs.

You might not know, you might not see
but this is how i'll always be.

I told you you were the bullet boring through my brain
I was wrong
That implies you're slowly killing me, if we're running in slow-motion

You aren't
You are the sparks inside my head,
inspiring me not to end up dead, putting the words i write into an order all of us can understand

And by all of us,
I mean the group of people that have become the lifeline i live for

These people who day after day make this place bright and colourful
when forces i can't control suck out the colour and the fun

But without any of you, i don't know if i could've walked all this way on my own
when the view from the bridge is so pretty
and the water looks so pure
and the air is so fresh.

I may have fallen, but because of you i have never reached the water

I love you people <333...But especially you...