Things To Get My Life On Track

Update. Basically, I've come a long way since i started this blog, and an even longer way since the problems first began. I've discovered things, overcome things and fixed things. When the problems began, i was 16. I couldn't deal with any type of anger and i took it out on myself as countless other teenagers with the same problem do. I could use one of my best friends, Brenda, as an example, but it isn't fair on her, so i won't. I had issues with my anger, i self-harmed and i found a lot of situations in which i felt sorry for myself. But as time has gone on, I've met people, had conversations, had relationships and things have changed. I know i've got General Anxiety Disorder now, and can spot what happens, so it makes it easier to cope with. I can say that without at doubt, there are people that without whom, i would not be here today. I would've let decisions that now define me get to me, I would've let past tragedy that taints my life get to me. I would've let pointless shit that doesn't matter get to me. I have to thank people and here seems appropriate.This isn't everybody, and if you see this and somehow feel left out, then don't be stupid. I'm not paying tribute and ranking my friends, i'm mentioning people who have literally kept me alive.

Sara Jane Rose Bfam - For Being The Easiest Person To Talk To About Anything And Being Able To Laugh About It.

Haley McRainbows - For Being My Inspiration To Write My Issues Out, Keep My Head Up And Get On With Life...Stay Well Miss Rainbow <3

Laura Pass - For Always Being There For Me In My Darkest Moments, Even If Regrettably I Dragged You Down With Me.

Mark Palmer (CUZ) - For Making Me Laugh When It Seems So Hard To.

Danni Palmer, Brenda Metcalf, Immy <$333 - For Knowing How It Feels.

There are more of you out there. Don't get pissy. These Are People Who Help Me Out On Regular Occasion And Rarely Recieve Any Thanks And, For The Most Part, Deserve More Than What They Get From Life.

I Love You All.